sweat and more sweat

so yah havent updated in a while everythings been fine, i started to volunteer again recently but what sucks is im volunteering when everyone else is going ice skating lol but its fine since i suck at ice skating anyways it hurts my feet but i hope you guys have a lot a lot of fun <3


so its like 9 in the morning on a thursday and im awake i've been awake since like 6 something because i went jogging <3 but since i have no stamina and i suck i was out of breath and sweating my balls off jogging for 3 minutes so i jogged walked and jogged the walk but i made it. so the genius me decided to wear a pullover when i was jogging boy was it fucking hot. i was dying in the heat ;[ but yeah like i said i made it through oh baby so im gonna shower sleep the volunteer in a few hours so make pinatas ! :)

so you may ask why i went jogging?
well obviously i need to watch my weight; its really becoming a problem for me - im going to be completely honest - i hate it when my thighs (?) rub together because it's really uncomfortable and gives me rashes and it sucks, not only does it suck its definately a problem.


so yah watching my weight and my attitude still trying to tone it down, i think i need some time, some time for myself to realize things so i can be commited to changing my attitude


and my mom <3 i was watching her eat oatmeal and i suddenly felt so sad that she eats by herself every morning then goes off to work and me as a daughter all i do i get her mad, i feel so bad i promise to myself that i'll pay her back - i'll treat my mom nicer i promise promise