carnival day!

so yah carnival day passed, and it was okay -
i got dunked twice
on both days
and then after the second day my ear sorta got infected but im better now
YAH.
im about to get some sushi just wanted to update this
so bye bye

just the way you aree

so yah i haven't been updating in a while
i've been volunteering you know
lol
and i know i look like a loner at seward
when im not with you guys
but its not that i don't wanna go back there
its just im going to leave soon anyways
but yeah i will hang out with you guys more often
unless you guys dont want me to..
but yah
i paint when i volunteer and its fun
and the kids are so funny
yerps

TRC 89 and millennium

SO TODAY WAS AWESOME AT THE TRC TOURNY
it was pretty fun keeping score and i think i did a pretty good job even though i sort of sucked and needed john lui to help me
there were a lot of people at the tournament like seniors from millennium and is89 graduates who are older
it was awesome seeing them because i havent seen them in soo long
yah prettty coool ay

so then i kept score and played handball too
then went to watch amy's volleyball game afterwards i went to meet up with the millennium people again woooohs awesomeness

so i went to pathmark with bonnie christina wilson kevin and david thanks wilson lol next time you're not buying it, we'll all take turns :)

and then we went to christinas home to eat it then later left it was pretty cool cause they're cool people yahh

bye bye <3

pinatas

so for the past 2 days i spent my time making pinatas.
so i really like it; because i feel good in ISS i feel like.. i belong there and everything feels sorts of familiar, i dont really seem like an outsider there - where as sometimes im out and i just feel out of place, so im just going to step aside and let you guys take your perfect pictures while i take mine somewhere else.

sweat and more sweat

so yah havent updated in a while everythings been fine, i started to volunteer again recently but what sucks is im volunteering when everyone else is going ice skating lol but its fine since i suck at ice skating anyways it hurts my feet but i hope you guys have a lot a lot of fun <3


so its like 9 in the morning on a thursday and im awake i've been awake since like 6 something because i went jogging <3 but since i have no stamina and i suck i was out of breath and sweating my balls off jogging for 3 minutes so i jogged walked and jogged the walk but i made it. so the genius me decided to wear a pullover when i was jogging boy was it fucking hot. i was dying in the heat ;[ but yeah like i said i made it through oh baby so im gonna shower sleep the volunteer in a few hours so make pinatas ! :)

so you may ask why i went jogging?
well obviously i need to watch my weight; its really becoming a problem for me - im going to be completely honest - i hate it when my thighs (?) rub together because it's really uncomfortable and gives me rashes and it sucks, not only does it suck its definately a problem.


so yah watching my weight and my attitude still trying to tone it down, i think i need some time, some time for myself to realize things so i can be commited to changing my attitude


and my mom <3 i was watching her eat oatmeal and i suddenly felt so sad that she eats by herself every morning then goes off to work and me as a daughter all i do i get her mad, i feel so bad i promise to myself that i'll pay her back - i'll treat my mom nicer i promise promise

goodbye social butterfly

i'm really bored at home.
everyone went to the beach today and i didn't go.
not that i didn't want to, i definately did but i just couldn't seem to wake up and today is the last day that my aunt from las vegas and her children are staying here in nyc so i thought i should spend some quality time with them but it turns out they all went out by the time i woke up lol boo

but uhh now where to do? i've been doing nothing for the past few days i didn't really feel like going out to watch the fireworks idkays what to do anymore im slowly becoming unsocial so i guess in a bit i'll be heading out to who knows where? lol

byebye

bitch bitch and more bitch

hai
i'm a bitch.
and all i do is bitch about things
<3
my face is peeeeeeeeeeeeeeling !
so dorney wasn't as great as i expected but whatever it was okay. my face feels so weird at the moment. so i think. im not going to quit handball lol.
but i just won't play with certain people if they're just gonna go easy.
and uhh
really don't know how to say it.
but i feel like someone is running their mouths about me.
but uh whatever !
you could do you and imma do me .
yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

&oh so i was @ flower yesterday
and i had a good time there with my boi jimmy loi, and dennis huang.
but he's leaving to taiwan !
&uhhhhhh
yerr.
thats it

WAIT NO

IM IN LOVE WITH THE NEW TAEYANG ALBUM
LOVE LOVE LOVE

I FUCKING QUIT HANDBALL.

hi guys.

I FUCKING QUIT HANDBALL.
forreal.
not until people give me the respect i deserve i officially quit.
i HATE it when people go easy on me because i'm a girl and simply because i suck.
but you know what? you guys are the reasons i suck.
you don't try so how can i get better?
do you guys think that low of me?
am i not worth any effort?
its not fair.
and its disrespectful.
so i quit guys.
i'm not going to play if nobody is willing to take me seriously.

you shut up.

so yeah today i played some handball thats about it
yesterday my computer caught a mean virus and there were links about porn on my desktop. and there was an icon of a naked lady. so i had to reformat my computer. i'm having trouble. I cant find a proper vido and audio controller that works... :[ this sucks.

and just saying.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TELL ME TO SHUT UP.
its just super rude. well i find it rude or when people say shh.


i hate it.

so much.

bye

its so hard for me to keep this updated.

i fail in trying to update my blog as frequent as possible. but there's really nothing for me to say.

lets see; i've been getting so many mosquito bites; ew - i get them in the weirdest places like between my knuckles and on my elbow. have i gotten sweeter or something? mosquitos love me now <3 LOl JAYKAY. but yeah nothing has been happening, lifes been normal - you know handball everyday. I wish i had better things to do I really do, i feel like such a loser playing handball everyday ;[ but uhh dorney on the 30th yay ! ;]

& lets see what else - idkays OH YEAH BYE BYE SENIORS they officially graduated. and uh mommy and claire are @ the bahamas. I'm staying home - what am i going to do on a cruise with a bunch of little kids ? NOTHING.

YEAAPS ; but i feel like summer hasn't really started yet - i hope this summer will be productive !

thats it.

my toe is itchy.


:]

my toenail is chipped.

so i haven't updated in a few days. so one day. just a regular day at seward, a thursday i believe my favoritest people from millennium were at seward okay so after that... i have no clue what happened.

so a few days went by. and you know. on.. sunday (?)
everyone went to the beach; so its one of those loser
events where the girls aren't invited cause
you know you know; we're too cool

so the day after i went to the beach with my girls and the dudes and we do it better <3 it was okay... whatever. so yeah beach. volleyball. and wtf somebody stole my flip flop..... WEIRDO. then helen and i played some handball. and that was it for that day . and today i just played handball. ahh intensee ! but i really need to do better stuff with my life.

kays bye. for now.
i'll be back asap.

fresh blog;

So today, i decided to start a new blog. I will be updating this as often as possible, about what I'm currently doing, and just stuff. Feel free to read this.

So, today I took the chemistry regents and it wasn't so hard. I was actually worried, and was planning to study, but didn't. I got really carried away watching Mysteries of love yesterday. I can't wait till Raymond Lam breaks up with Tavia ! The show needs more drama.

After taking the chemisty regents we went to popeyes then pace. @ pace we played a game of 24, i really miss that game. turns on tony lam plays it too YAY and solomon chu is actually pretty good at it.

but i will procceed to watch the next episode now so -Pause- BRBBB.

boo they didn't break up yett

but thats about it for now !
geometry regents tomorrowww !


btw just wanted to say
i just cut my toenail
ohbaby
bye.

song of the day: impossible +; shontelle